my gmail account was at 97% of its storage capacity. i've been going through and forwarding emails with large attachements to another gmail account. i get to read through old emails. i don't so this very often for obvious reasons. i make decisions and i need to stick by them.

that said, i started feeling that pull again. i crave that feeling in your stomach, where you almost feel sick. the feeling when you drop. you love it and you keep coming back for it. there's the thought in the back of your mind that it might kill you, but you know it won't.

all i want is sweetness. that's it. take note.